Currently Reading The Scarlet Letter By NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE see related

alive....rejuvenated...reinvented even...i had the best time that i've had in so long...i forgot what it's like to love where you are...and be there because you wanted to and just have fun completely just being yourself......i forgot that thirsty feeling when lyrics grab you so tightly your whole body is submerged in that emotion.....the music that makes you anything but still.....the way your face gets numb and your heart beats to the speaker.....i forgot what it's like to delve deep into emotion and gargle and spit as you drown in the deep deep waters...to dance and feel and laugh and sing completely uninhabited....freedom isn't something you can obtain..or even achieve..it's something that you are...in your being......and those boys up there played with such a passion for what they were doing.....esspecially Kisses aren't Contracts....it wasn't even about stage presence or performance it was the fact that these guys were so submersed it what they were doing....so completely engulfed....they were the music.....and send shivers up your spine.....kudos indeed to Fiction Society...i wanted not to like them....i wanted to be able to nit pick every bit but was left speechless and inabled....these are truly musicians....for music is like poetry.....it's an experience not entertainment....and when you can sense the words asmuch with your heart and soul and self as with your ears.....then it is music.....and yes...this was music....P.S......i quit everything for lent....soda bueno partying....and although I'll celebrate Easter with a bean burrito....the paryting is over....i do believe.....infact this will be my last post under my *BLAZE) alias..i'm not longer blazed therefore iwill be returning to a reinvented KaysieDarling

Meandering in thought i can't help but wonder.....where do schools get the right to dictate over us with this iron fist....Back in the Day a situation went to the supreme court. A certain state reserved the right to tax any banks in their state, but when the Federal government decided to place a faderal band there....a problem arose. By the state taxing the bank state power was superceeding Federal power, the court ruled it's unconstitutional. So the State sets the standards at the school......but their standards rob us of almost every right handed to us by the Bill of rights....An incident occuring last year envolved an attempted sit on , handle constitutionally, excersing the right to protest, or assemble, and by priting the announcement and reading it over the intercom...freedom of speech and basically press.....and what happened?...These students, simply putting their education to good use, were repimanded.....we have a freedom of petition....i'm 18, a legal adult, a US citizen...and yet the main chunck of my day, my life, involves being compltetly stripped of my god given rights....and my Constitutional rights....is that not the state superceeding the CONSTITUTION!!!.....my eyebrow ring.....my hair color.....disturbs no one.....exploits no one.....and if we're basing this on offending people....we all might as well curl up and die...because their will always be SOMEONE your offending....but offense is by individual idealologies....they're don't have to wear the clothes or pierce anything.....that's their right...as much as it is mine to participate in such........The state must decide...do they want to produce outspoken, able minded, citizens with a thrist to make a difference....or meek and mild followers who've been held back the years they should be striving forward with passion.....As long as the Freedom of Expression covers people who burn flags (though i do not support such actions)....I'll be damned if i cover my brow....this is America Baby.....and civil disobedience can do wonders....